Stress..

The exams are just around the corner now,
and i'm like really really worry..
Cause that's the mid-year exams,
to decide for what class you're gonna enter next year..              
60% from the May test and 40% from mid-year exam..

Plus, i score 1st for the August test,
i'm really happy,
but their also some issues that are bad to get 1st..
In this year, my position in class are:
(1st exam)3rd
(2nd exam)6th (i dropped)
(3rd exam)1st

Last year, mid-year exam i got 8,
so many ppl are asking me:
"Hey, Kimberly, how do u improve so fast?"
Lol, to be honest,
i don't really know.. 
People thinks i study everyday,
but the truth is NO, 
i don't study everyday..

Yea, and what i said just now,
about getting 1st in class is not really a good thing,
this is because, my mom wants me to maintain every position i got in class,
I can maintain or either improve,
so once i got 1st,
I must maintain..

But, how can i do that?
It's not possible to maintain 1st every single time..
I'm worried, i'll let myself and my mom down..
If u want me to get 3rd to 5th, I think it's still ok with it,
but 1st, No.. Sorry..
But I'll try to do my best, k?
Mom, If i really can't maintain in 1st place,
I hope you won't be mad..